Drama Ex-VShojo/Mythic rrats
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Idk and I wanted to know myself. Im just posting something from what I know.
If its already been mention then you can discard it. I've been digging for the past week looking for new info and stuff.
The drama is pretty much covered here and done with BUT............ We are still waiting on her
Mel has a very interesting fate.
>She is the mother of Twitch Vtubing.
>Company that she helped create(maybe with Sanders as well) gets destroyed by the person that streamed longer then any other pre-vshojo member, and this person couldn't touch 100 viewers compared to the other pre-vshojo members(before they met Mel) without the fate of meeting Mel 1st according to the twitch tracker statistics.
>viewership wise lately I think she has suffered the most(Hajime doesn't count), like without raids.
>Digit waited 5 years for his revenge with a tweet going viral with overwhelming evidence that Mel and Sanders had a thing going on(based on the Japan Visa legal paperwork maybe they still do as of recently). Tectone goes viral and everyone in the biggest online porn forum simpcity know about it to. Currently no one knows if she had a unicorn audience which can make her lose more money(she didnt do cottontailVA or kumbomb content of getting fucked).
>Even if Sanders renews his lawyer's license no one knows the extent of online harassment he might face, so even as beneficiary to Mel he will more then likely not be of any use depending how effected his employment might be.
>Living in Japan is probably pricey and even more with the events that have occurred to maybe effect her financially.
I am assuming that revsaysdesu, legal mindset, falseyed, Evanstar, etc, have not pulled a Tectone(who doesn't give a shit who he pisses off) yet is that they do not want to go piss off a lot of large vtubers that are in the progress of trying to help Mel out.
1. Rather if she is complicit or not with Gunrun, MTD or Sanders they will still feel obligated to help her out because she did had a tremendous impact in their lives helping them out like there is a very high chance no one would have heard of ironmouse and that Vei would have not been in a relationship with Soda(Soda was a original Mel chaturbate watcher).
2. We have no idea if Mel is still with Sanders or if Sanders is her husband or BF. If they are together they might help her and him out. If they are not together they will ask Mel if he has evidence that suggest she was complicit with the missing 500k dollars. Do Gunrun and MTD have evidence that Sanders and Mel were complicit with the missing 500k.
What we are waiting for is.
A) Mel will act like nothing happened and move on.
B) Address the rumors of her and Sanders, along with saying she is no longer in a relationship with the COO.
C) Somehow become a victim with the support of other ex-vshojo members that are trying to help her out assuming she is telling the truth to them to prevent Sanders, MTD or Gunrun dragging her down with them.
Mel has a very interesting fate.
>She is the mother of Twitch Vtubing.
>Company that she helped create(maybe with Sanders as well) gets destroyed by the person that streamed longer then any other pre-vshojo member, and this person couldn't touch 100 viewers compared to the other pre-vshojo members(before they met Mel) without the fate of meeting Mel 1st according to the twitch tracker statistics.
>viewership wise lately I think she has suffered the most(Hajime doesn't count), like without raids.
>Digit waited 5 years for his revenge with a tweet going viral with overwhelming evidence that Mel and Sanders had a thing going on(based on the Japan Visa legal paperwork maybe they still do as of recently). Tectone goes viral and everyone in the biggest online porn forum simpcity know about it to. Currently no one knows if she had a unicorn audience which can make her lose more money(she didnt do cottontailVA or kumbomb content of getting fucked).
>Even if Sanders renews his lawyer's license no one knows the extent of online harassment he might face, so even as beneficiary to Mel he will more then likely not be of any use depending how effected his employment might be.
>Living in Japan is probably pricey and even more with the events that have occurred to maybe effect her financially.
I am assuming that revsaysdesu, legal mindset, falseyed, Evanstar, etc, have not pulled a Tectone(who doesn't give a shit who he pisses off) yet is that they do not want to go piss off a lot of large vtubers that are in the progress of trying to help Mel out.
1. Rather if she is complicit or not with Gunrun, MTD or Sanders they will still feel obligated to help her out because she did had a tremendous impact in their lives helping them out like there is a very high chance no one would have heard of ironmouse and that Vei would have not been in a relationship with Soda(Soda was a original Mel chaturbate watcher).
2. We have no idea if Mel is still with Sanders or if Sanders is her husband or BF. If they are together they might help her and him out. If they are not together they will ask Mel if he has evidence that suggest she was complicit with the missing 500k dollars. Do Gunrun and MTD have evidence that Sanders and Mel were complicit with the missing 500k.
What we are waiting for is.
A) Mel will act like nothing happened and move on.
B) Address the rumors of her and Sanders, along with saying she is no longer in a relationship with the COO.
C) Somehow become a victim with the support of other ex-vshojo members that are trying to help her out assuming she is telling the truth to them to prevent Sanders, MTD or Gunrun dragging her down with them.
I don't know if this is the right thread , but if not , please point me to the proper thread. As a Cottonfag, am I the only one noticing signs of her being an alcoholic?
Half of her stories she tells on streams involve her being wasted in some way, and she said that the stress from her job is making her drink more. Plus, she seems to have beer cans laying around in the background of her IRL Twitch streams, and she seems to just drink a lot more then a lot of Vtubers, or at least really sucks at hiding it.
Also, while she does seem to be at a mentally well place right now, there are a lot of factors that suggest the fragilty of that mental state. She's rebounding from her previous BF with her current situationship with Jollz, and that situationship seems... unstable. It's obvious that Cotton is a very clingy over-attached fuck-buddy, and Jollz just views her as a FWB. Of course, while I do want said situationship to end because of Jollz causing a downward spiral of the quality of her Fansly, the after-effects of such a break-up would cause a lot of mental turmoil for Cotton.
TL;DR: Mentally-ill hypersexual alcoholic girlfailure gives me a sense of impending doom about what's to come, and I also think her Situationship (She's somehow going on dates with multiple guys in an attempt to find a BF, and is shocked that most don't wanna date a NSFW creator, and rebounds even harder with her situationship with a performative male) is gonna be the straw that breaks the camels back.
(P.S: If anyone here can find a full uncensored face picture of Cottontail, or any clips with a part of her face that are hard to find, or any somewhat interesting info on her, I would really appreciate it :D)
Half of her stories she tells on streams involve her being wasted in some way, and she said that the stress from her job is making her drink more. Plus, she seems to have beer cans laying around in the background of her IRL Twitch streams, and she seems to just drink a lot more then a lot of Vtubers, or at least really sucks at hiding it.
Also, while she does seem to be at a mentally well place right now, there are a lot of factors that suggest the fragilty of that mental state. She's rebounding from her previous BF with her current situationship with Jollz, and that situationship seems... unstable. It's obvious that Cotton is a very clingy over-attached fuck-buddy, and Jollz just views her as a FWB. Of course, while I do want said situationship to end because of Jollz causing a downward spiral of the quality of her Fansly, the after-effects of such a break-up would cause a lot of mental turmoil for Cotton.
TL;DR: Mentally-ill hypersexual alcoholic girlfailure gives me a sense of impending doom about what's to come, and I also think her Situationship (She's somehow going on dates with multiple guys in an attempt to find a BF, and is shocked that most don't wanna date a NSFW creator, and rebounds even harder with her situationship with a performative male) is gonna be the straw that breaks the camels back.
(P.S: If anyone here can find a full uncensored face picture of Cottontail, or any clips with a part of her face that are hard to find, or any somewhat interesting info on her, I would really appreciate it :D)
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First off my condolences..
Please share your thoughts and rrats. We're all dramafags here so dump your rrats and lets theorize.
Whore realizing men don't wanna date a whore, shocker.
I don't know where any would be atm, but if you do stumble upon them, we love face doxxing because it pisses them off. (Froot attempted to DMCA us because I posted a photo of her here lol)
Thanks for accepting me here with open arms lol
I'm gonna post my rrats and theories here (Assuming Cottontail counts for this forum)
Anyway...
While I haven't found any full face pictures, until that one vod clip of her mask slipping is found (It's from the December 8th, 2024 vod, but it got nuked), the best look at her upper face would be this clip of her and Jollz attending some boxing event (Sorry for the low quality).
Cotton doesn't seem to be against a face reveal when she's drunk/off her meds, with a potential reveal being cut off by the dicklet that is Jollz, so the best chances would be her drunk streams (I.E tomorrow, 99% won't result in anything, but 1% FAITH!).
I'll probably do a massive rrat dump soon for her, but I've had a long day of doing nothing, and it would be a LOT of typing anyway.
I'm excited to be with you schizos (lovingly), and I'm anticipating for any Cotton face doxxing (Or other kinds, I won't stop you) or any of you guy's rrats and theories about our favorite mentally ill whore :)
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This is her. She goes by many names as is. Even she has an account that nobody saw in the web. I've searched high and low and this is what I came across.
Based on the hot/crazy matrix, she is pretty much at the top end of the Fun box (or people who likes playing close to the danger zone) - so the FWB is pretty much the way to go and it is no surprise that most male streamers are just orbiting in terms of collabs because all is fun in moderation.
And yes, her dependancies (both alcohol and sex) are making by default a rollercoaster out of her life & career that will bring her further and further in the downward spiral of most addicts - the fact she has some 'internet fame' doesn't change anything on the matter.
So yeah, you have my condolences as well.
There are 2 questions I wanna know :
>why did they leave the camera and pod?
And also...
>Why hasn't anybody talk about this here on the 2nd floor?
With all information that big and small, I find this very interesting in my opinion and thoughts!
>why did they leave the camera and pod?
And also...
>Why hasn't anybody talk about this here on the 2nd floor?
With all information that big and small, I find this very interesting in my opinion and thoughts!
There are 2 things I will do here
1. Proof that projekt melody has the same jewish background as Sanders.
2. Cause a possible major shitstorm to make Ironmouse panic assuming she is in good terms with all her old contacts. Some accounts are privated or deleted, some are not. Ironmouse had 2 twitter accounts one was @ironmouse the other was @iron_mouse. Her moderator Roxy is probably the only person of interest since she knew ironmouses physical address before. There are probably more people of interests then Roxy in 2018-2019 that I am too lazy to included. ALSO there are 2012-2013 people of interests.
Projekt Melody/ Marsmayhem
2018-2019 Ironmouse posts
Ironmouses Mod Roxy
2011-2013 Ironmouse, deleted most of her posts sure, but people she was well acquainted with. I will summarize these long ass screenshots in a bit.
I can dig deeper, but I will stop it here.
1.ironmouse is as woke as MTD, Gunrun, Mel and Sanders which makes further question what caused her to not get along with upper management.
2.Clear interest in K-pop
3. At some point of time she lived in San Antonio Texas.
4.@hopethehbic referenced @ironmouse and @sparkles as aunties and girls so they might have shared an apartment or something.
5.Like Snuffy AFAIK she or her friends dont referece her ex.
6.Interest in the UK before meeting Connor and Trash Taste and having the country filled with browns for some reason.
7. Not questioning ironmouse's age but the people she personally knows like Roxy and hopethehbic fall in grandma territory
Not claiming to be a supporter of eugenics but a message to mouse and why I can never get along with the woke streamers of Twitch is because I dont what the U.S. to be someone else's bitch. Proven facts no one likes.
1. There is a reason why some countries stayed in mudhuts and why others have colonized others.
2. Ethnicity and income determining high or low scores in school tests.
That doesnt mean I think any less or have racist views but pro-woke politics is useless if China and Russia keep existing and that having nuclear weapons is not really a forever deterence.
1.Japan and the UK are islands for example. Lets say they were given nukes. They can possibly be destroyed by Russia before even given a chance to launch them. Nuclear weapons like Poseidon can hit all their coasts simultaniously at once. Zircons can fly low enough at hypersonic speeds because they are the 1st in service scramjets to avoid radar detection at a certain distance and time
2. S-500 and A-235 system capabilities can improve to take out ICBMs and HGVs. Discovery in photonic radars and increasing G-load capabilities for interceptor missile manueverability will lessen the future nuclear capabilities of countries that invested more in LGBT, BLM and getting rid of their native population then investing in science, physics and math.
I wish Ironmouse atleast realizes that Silvervale, Vei, Nyanners, Snuffy, Matara, Mori, Hajime, and Dokibird, Enna, Finana, Uruka and Shiina are like domesticated dogs. Actual eastern european and Chinese political views would be like meeting wolves instead of dogs and they can have a huge influence and impact to probably control western countries. BRICS is economically growing and so is their technology(mostly Russia and China). Ironmouse and her friends can keep going the pro-woke direction but I think its a waste of time personally for too many reasons.
1. Proof that projekt melody has the same jewish background as Sanders.
2. Cause a possible major shitstorm to make Ironmouse panic assuming she is in good terms with all her old contacts. Some accounts are privated or deleted, some are not. Ironmouse had 2 twitter accounts one was @ironmouse the other was @iron_mouse. Her moderator Roxy is probably the only person of interest since she knew ironmouses physical address before. There are probably more people of interests then Roxy in 2018-2019 that I am too lazy to included. ALSO there are 2012-2013 people of interests.
Projekt Melody/ Marsmayhem
2018-2019 Ironmouse posts
Ironmouses Mod Roxy
2011-2013 Ironmouse, deleted most of her posts sure, but people she was well acquainted with. I will summarize these long ass screenshots in a bit.
I can dig deeper, but I will stop it here.
1.ironmouse is as woke as MTD, Gunrun, Mel and Sanders which makes further question what caused her to not get along with upper management.
2.Clear interest in K-pop
3. At some point of time she lived in San Antonio Texas.
4.@hopethehbic referenced @ironmouse and @sparkles as aunties and girls so they might have shared an apartment or something.
5.Like Snuffy AFAIK she or her friends dont referece her ex.
6.Interest in the UK before meeting Connor and Trash Taste and having the country filled with browns for some reason.
7. Not questioning ironmouse's age but the people she personally knows like Roxy and hopethehbic fall in grandma territory
Not claiming to be a supporter of eugenics but a message to mouse and why I can never get along with the woke streamers of Twitch is because I dont what the U.S. to be someone else's bitch. Proven facts no one likes.
1. There is a reason why some countries stayed in mudhuts and why others have colonized others.
2. Ethnicity and income determining high or low scores in school tests.
That doesnt mean I think any less or have racist views but pro-woke politics is useless if China and Russia keep existing and that having nuclear weapons is not really a forever deterence.
1.Japan and the UK are islands for example. Lets say they were given nukes. They can possibly be destroyed by Russia before even given a chance to launch them. Nuclear weapons like Poseidon can hit all their coasts simultaniously at once. Zircons can fly low enough at hypersonic speeds because they are the 1st in service scramjets to avoid radar detection at a certain distance and time
2. S-500 and A-235 system capabilities can improve to take out ICBMs and HGVs. Discovery in photonic radars and increasing G-load capabilities for interceptor missile manueverability will lessen the future nuclear capabilities of countries that invested more in LGBT, BLM and getting rid of their native population then investing in science, physics and math.
I wish Ironmouse atleast realizes that Silvervale, Vei, Nyanners, Snuffy, Matara, Mori, Hajime, and Dokibird, Enna, Finana, Uruka and Shiina are like domesticated dogs. Actual eastern european and Chinese political views would be like meeting wolves instead of dogs and they can have a huge influence and impact to probably control western countries. BRICS is economically growing and so is their technology(mostly Russia and China). Ironmouse and her friends can keep going the pro-woke direction but I think its a waste of time personally for too many reasons.
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Can you explain to me in short term or version to describe what you have witness or come across. Educate me please!
1. Mel was marsmayhem, she was fucking the COO of Vshojo, both have a Jewish background.
2.Ironmouse has a daughter named Angela, I can dig a little deeper but there is a good chance that Ironmouse might have gotten sort of a good scare right now unless she has reached out to all her 2011-2013 contacts in SA Texas that she is a Vtuber assuming they were in good terms with her to keep secrets. Same with her 2017-2019 contacts(other then Roxy and Mandoth who talked to her on twitter from 2012-2019). She might have had an active twitter account use in 2013-2017 but of course I will not dig deeper into that now.
As promised, here's every single rrat and theory I have in relation to CottontailVA. I'll organize it in sections for ease of use.
A. COTTONTAILVA SHOULD GENUINELY NOT BE IN ANY SORT OF RELATIONSHIP (FOR NOW)
I'll start this rrat by saying that I'm not a unicorn. I don't give a shit if my oshi is dating anyone, because I've watched enough of her streams to realize that I wouldn't wanna date her anyway. However, it's becoming clear to me that she is... interesting in regards to her personal relationships. First, I'll do a quick recap of her history of "relationships", and I want y'all to look for a pattern.
- Cotton graduates from Highschool and hooks up with her crush.
- She acts all lovey-dovey and is super attached to him
- They record videos together as a "fan", despite it always being the same guy
- Said guy wants the relationship to be open, and because she's head over heels, she accepts
- Guy proceeds to treat her like a side piece, and sleeps around (perhaps he always viewed her like that?)
- Cotton also probably does some sleeping around, but not at the same scale and personal disregard as the guy
- Eventually, she gets fed up with him and breaks up
- She now is in a period where she is sad and desperate, and does some hook-ups to fill the void (F1NNSTAR being the most notable one)
- Attempted to get with Numi, but went to hard and fast on her, causing Numi to reject her and Cotton to basically cut her off (Cotton's also too autistic to realise she fell for her own yuri-bait)
- Later, she hooks up with Jollz, a guy she was fixated on due to him filling in all the physical traits she likes (Twinks/Twunks)
- After an originally short trip of staying at her house, she encourages him to stay at her house, where they've been living together since December
- They probably tried at doing a normal relationship, but due to her commitment issues (she has discussed this a lot on streams), she probably just decided to stick with a FWB/situationship.
- Jollz starts collabing with her on her Fansly streams, going under the cringy bit of "ShyGuy", where he acts as a human dildo for her.
- After the first couple ShyGuy streams, Jollz suddenly gets cold feet, and starts acting a lot more shy on said collab streams, and often not being able to show up for "work" (Cotton has said that she often has to beg him to go on)
- Now, his only appearences are on shitty IRL vids, where the prices are jacked up because of him, and everything is censored.
- She acts all lovey-dovey and super attached to him, and he seems to act kinda... distant.
Cotton keeps throwing herself into situationships/open relationships, where she gives a lot more of a shit then her partner about the "relationship". I'll discuss in a different section in detail about why she tends to do that, but in a nutshell, she seems to really, REALLY, hate being alone. She has said on streams (as recently as last Tuesdays stream) that she feels really lonely for not having a BF. While that statement is kind of bullshit from her having a situationship, it's not completely wrong either. She constantly brings up being 25 and wanting to be married and all the fix-in's. She probably doesn't wanna admit it, but her situationship seems to only be physically fulfilling, not emotionally, which is why I believe that her playing the "lonely" card is somewhat valid.
It's easy to tell that she seems to depend her happiness on external factors like sex/relationships. Since she first broke up around early-mid 2024, she wasted no time immediately going to hook-up parties, and probably drowning herself into her work (even more then she does now).
Of course, every single Vtuber has deep-rooted insecurities and self-esteem issues, but Cotton seems to determine her value by what other people think of her, most notably her partners. Which is why, while she currently is probably happier then she was a year ago, that happiness will always be short-lived, as their situationship will have to end at some point, given it's only going on as long as he stays at her house.
Which is why, rather then just arguing that her situationship sucks and should break it off (though I will do that later), I think it's an even better idea that she break it off, and just... not be in a relationship. She should learn to love herself, through therapy or some other treatment, rather then clinging to any guy that gives her any time of day.
B. COTTONTAILVA IS A MENTALLY-ILL, HYPERSEXUAL, ALCOHOLIC GIRLFAILURE THAT COPES IN THE WORST WAYS POSSIBLE
This rrat is basically just going over every mental issue (both directly told and inferred) that she has.
DIRECTLY TOLD
- She has AuADHD, and has to take meds for it... meds that she constantly forgets to take, resulting in her Cotton mannerisms.
- She used to have bad anxiety, but she has managed to overcome it (yay!)
- She has massive commitment issues, yet also yearns for a real relationship.
- Parental issues of both the daddy (shocker) and mommy kind.
INFERRED/ LIKELY
- Bad self-esteem. Being called a slampig by a lot of people probably didn't help her body image. She is actively working out and not a slampig anymore, but do to how deep-rooted insecurities work, she'll never feel satisfied with how she looks unless she gains self-acceptence.
- Hypersexual. Lewdtubers often act lewd for views, but Cotton... is lewd for love of the game. Due to deep sexual repression from her childhood (family, religion, general community), she's "acting" out by being unironically horny all the time. Friends have said that she makes random lewd noises at restaurants, leaves out sex toys at parties, and seems to be very sexual in nature. Also, she makes the most sex jokes per hour against every lewdtuber. Plus, when she goes long periods of time without sex, she enters this wierd mode where she becomes really retarded and forces sex jokes way more then usual. I would count this as hypersexual, since it seems to be a compulsion from her past to act like this, rather then having complete control over it. And/or she's just a whore, but that's a boring way to look at it lol.
- Despite having a medical degree, she's... retarded. That might be a little harsh, but I'm surprised that this woman is alive. It's not even in a "all women are retarded" kind of way. It might be because pornstars aren't exactly the smartest bunch, but still. Also, the fact that she still manages to pull off retarded stunts, despite living in a house with at least two other people (Jollz and some mod) who can stop/help her is comical.
- Alcoholic. I'm not a prude, I know everyone in their twenties drink like they're gonna die the next day. However, that's in social settings. Cotton seems to drink a lot by herself, judging by her socials. Again, she starts half of the stories she tells on Twitch with "So I was at a party" or "So I was wasted". Additionally, the growing stress from her job has caused her to start drinking more, as she's said on a drunk stream.
- Workaholic. I respect the grind, but she's stressed as shit. She said that her doctor told her to work less due to growing stress, leading to drinking more. The growing stress causes her to cope with either sex, her situationship, or drinking.
- She's a girlfailure. Yeah, she's a semi-famous VA, but let's not kid ourselves. She's chronically online. Not to the extent of Pippa, but enough where you can tell. She's clumsy. She leaks everything. Some of her leaks are probably planned and intentional, but she does equally leak shit because of her being off her meds and/or just being clumsy. Peak Girlfailure behavior.
- Despite not having bad anxiety anymore, she almost certainly has relationship anxiety. Previous segment already says it, but again, she gets really clingy and willing to do anything for positive validation from her partner, usually to her detriment.
Basically, whenever a therapist looks in her direction, money signs pop up in their eyes.
C. THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL OF HER FANSLY, JOLLZ IS A BITCH, AND PRIDE'S GONNA BE THE DEATH OF YOU, AND YOU, AND YOU, AND ME
Cotton's Fansly has been on a spiral since last december, co-inciting with the inclusion of Jollz.
Now, I could just spend this part seething about how Jollz has been responsible for the worsening of quality, but I'm gonna just keep it brief.
- The ShyGuy streams conceptually don't work because it lacks chat interaction and only appeals to the vocal minority of her audience who are voyuers/cucks/die-hard coomers.
- Ever since Jollz moved in, Cotton has streamed on her Fansly only half as much as she used to do. Granted, this is probably due to her schedule being very full for a lot of other reasons, but Jollz is probably somehow a little responsible for this, because of Cotton's law (if it's an issue regarding her fansly, it's somehow Jollz's fault).
- Her IRL videos are few and far between now, and when they do happen, they're overpriced (100$ for nine minutes worth of clips), heavily censored (They censored everything except the things that identify him as Jollz like his tattoos lol, they censor his dick JAV style, probably due to him being insecure about his size. I don't think you should size shame people, but Jollz is a bitch, so he has a small dick lol), and overall lower in quality. Jollz is probably responsible for the IRL videos being raised in price, because he can't man up and accept the fact that he's doing sex work with his sex worker pal.
- He's a performative male that acts feminine to get the attention of fat women, giving actual feminine men who're feminine for self-expression a bad rep.
There's basically two rrats here. The first one is Jollz is responsible for the worsening of her Fansly.
The second one, however, is just a theory, but...
Cotton could be developing some sort of an ego.
Think about it, this started around the time of Jollz moving in, and (as we stated from a previous section) that her self-esteem and ego seems to be tied with external factors like relationships/sex. Ever since then, she has released less, yet priced it for more. But why?
Because since she feels like she's with a "big" streamer, she feels like she can get away with doing less for more.
Of course, this is just a theory, and it's more likely that it's Jollz being shy and only allowing her to upload the IRL videos if they pay-wall it hard.
Though, considering the fact that all popular Vtubers eventually gain some sort of an ego, even if she hasn't gained one now, she'll gain one later.
And... that's it.
That is every single Cotton rrat, theory, or info that I got on me. Sorry I don't got any pictures or videos that you guys usually go with your posts.
Y'all can do whatever you want with this info. Call me retarded, call me a schizo, call me some other slur y'all are fond of.
Again, I would really appreciate it if someone took the time out of their day to dig through the web and find a full face picture, her name, or some other piece of info about her, because I find the pursuit of information interesting, and it would be REALLY funny.
Seriously though, thanks to anyone who actually read through this schizo vomit of a post. I really appreciate it :D
A. COTTONTAILVA SHOULD GENUINELY NOT BE IN ANY SORT OF RELATIONSHIP (FOR NOW)
I'll start this rrat by saying that I'm not a unicorn. I don't give a shit if my oshi is dating anyone, because I've watched enough of her streams to realize that I wouldn't wanna date her anyway. However, it's becoming clear to me that she is... interesting in regards to her personal relationships. First, I'll do a quick recap of her history of "relationships", and I want y'all to look for a pattern.
- Cotton graduates from Highschool and hooks up with her crush.
- She acts all lovey-dovey and is super attached to him
- They record videos together as a "fan", despite it always being the same guy
- Said guy wants the relationship to be open, and because she's head over heels, she accepts
- Guy proceeds to treat her like a side piece, and sleeps around (perhaps he always viewed her like that?)
- Cotton also probably does some sleeping around, but not at the same scale and personal disregard as the guy
- Eventually, she gets fed up with him and breaks up
- She now is in a period where she is sad and desperate, and does some hook-ups to fill the void (F1NNSTAR being the most notable one)
- Attempted to get with Numi, but went to hard and fast on her, causing Numi to reject her and Cotton to basically cut her off (Cotton's also too autistic to realise she fell for her own yuri-bait)
- Later, she hooks up with Jollz, a guy she was fixated on due to him filling in all the physical traits she likes (Twinks/Twunks)
- After an originally short trip of staying at her house, she encourages him to stay at her house, where they've been living together since December
- They probably tried at doing a normal relationship, but due to her commitment issues (she has discussed this a lot on streams), she probably just decided to stick with a FWB/situationship.
- Jollz starts collabing with her on her Fansly streams, going under the cringy bit of "ShyGuy", where he acts as a human dildo for her.
- After the first couple ShyGuy streams, Jollz suddenly gets cold feet, and starts acting a lot more shy on said collab streams, and often not being able to show up for "work" (Cotton has said that she often has to beg him to go on)
- Now, his only appearences are on shitty IRL vids, where the prices are jacked up because of him, and everything is censored.
- She acts all lovey-dovey and super attached to him, and he seems to act kinda... distant.
Cotton keeps throwing herself into situationships/open relationships, where she gives a lot more of a shit then her partner about the "relationship". I'll discuss in a different section in detail about why she tends to do that, but in a nutshell, she seems to really, REALLY, hate being alone. She has said on streams (as recently as last Tuesdays stream) that she feels really lonely for not having a BF. While that statement is kind of bullshit from her having a situationship, it's not completely wrong either. She constantly brings up being 25 and wanting to be married and all the fix-in's. She probably doesn't wanna admit it, but her situationship seems to only be physically fulfilling, not emotionally, which is why I believe that her playing the "lonely" card is somewhat valid.
It's easy to tell that she seems to depend her happiness on external factors like sex/relationships. Since she first broke up around early-mid 2024, she wasted no time immediately going to hook-up parties, and probably drowning herself into her work (even more then she does now).
Of course, every single Vtuber has deep-rooted insecurities and self-esteem issues, but Cotton seems to determine her value by what other people think of her, most notably her partners. Which is why, while she currently is probably happier then she was a year ago, that happiness will always be short-lived, as their situationship will have to end at some point, given it's only going on as long as he stays at her house.
Which is why, rather then just arguing that her situationship sucks and should break it off (though I will do that later), I think it's an even better idea that she break it off, and just... not be in a relationship. She should learn to love herself, through therapy or some other treatment, rather then clinging to any guy that gives her any time of day.
B. COTTONTAILVA IS A MENTALLY-ILL, HYPERSEXUAL, ALCOHOLIC GIRLFAILURE THAT COPES IN THE WORST WAYS POSSIBLE
This rrat is basically just going over every mental issue (both directly told and inferred) that she has.
DIRECTLY TOLD
- She has AuADHD, and has to take meds for it... meds that she constantly forgets to take, resulting in her Cotton mannerisms.
- She used to have bad anxiety, but she has managed to overcome it (yay!)
- She has massive commitment issues, yet also yearns for a real relationship.
- Parental issues of both the daddy (shocker) and mommy kind.
INFERRED/ LIKELY
- Bad self-esteem. Being called a slampig by a lot of people probably didn't help her body image. She is actively working out and not a slampig anymore, but do to how deep-rooted insecurities work, she'll never feel satisfied with how she looks unless she gains self-acceptence.
- Hypersexual. Lewdtubers often act lewd for views, but Cotton... is lewd for love of the game. Due to deep sexual repression from her childhood (family, religion, general community), she's "acting" out by being unironically horny all the time. Friends have said that she makes random lewd noises at restaurants, leaves out sex toys at parties, and seems to be very sexual in nature. Also, she makes the most sex jokes per hour against every lewdtuber. Plus, when she goes long periods of time without sex, she enters this wierd mode where she becomes really retarded and forces sex jokes way more then usual. I would count this as hypersexual, since it seems to be a compulsion from her past to act like this, rather then having complete control over it. And/or she's just a whore, but that's a boring way to look at it lol.
- Despite having a medical degree, she's... retarded. That might be a little harsh, but I'm surprised that this woman is alive. It's not even in a "all women are retarded" kind of way. It might be because pornstars aren't exactly the smartest bunch, but still. Also, the fact that she still manages to pull off retarded stunts, despite living in a house with at least two other people (Jollz and some mod) who can stop/help her is comical.
- Alcoholic. I'm not a prude, I know everyone in their twenties drink like they're gonna die the next day. However, that's in social settings. Cotton seems to drink a lot by herself, judging by her socials. Again, she starts half of the stories she tells on Twitch with "So I was at a party" or "So I was wasted". Additionally, the growing stress from her job has caused her to start drinking more, as she's said on a drunk stream.
- Workaholic. I respect the grind, but she's stressed as shit. She said that her doctor told her to work less due to growing stress, leading to drinking more. The growing stress causes her to cope with either sex, her situationship, or drinking.
- She's a girlfailure. Yeah, she's a semi-famous VA, but let's not kid ourselves. She's chronically online. Not to the extent of Pippa, but enough where you can tell. She's clumsy. She leaks everything. Some of her leaks are probably planned and intentional, but she does equally leak shit because of her being off her meds and/or just being clumsy. Peak Girlfailure behavior.
- Despite not having bad anxiety anymore, she almost certainly has relationship anxiety. Previous segment already says it, but again, she gets really clingy and willing to do anything for positive validation from her partner, usually to her detriment.
Basically, whenever a therapist looks in her direction, money signs pop up in their eyes.
C. THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL OF HER FANSLY, JOLLZ IS A BITCH, AND PRIDE'S GONNA BE THE DEATH OF YOU, AND YOU, AND YOU, AND ME
Cotton's Fansly has been on a spiral since last december, co-inciting with the inclusion of Jollz.
Now, I could just spend this part seething about how Jollz has been responsible for the worsening of quality, but I'm gonna just keep it brief.
- The ShyGuy streams conceptually don't work because it lacks chat interaction and only appeals to the vocal minority of her audience who are voyuers/cucks/die-hard coomers.
- Ever since Jollz moved in, Cotton has streamed on her Fansly only half as much as she used to do. Granted, this is probably due to her schedule being very full for a lot of other reasons, but Jollz is probably somehow a little responsible for this, because of Cotton's law (if it's an issue regarding her fansly, it's somehow Jollz's fault).
- Her IRL videos are few and far between now, and when they do happen, they're overpriced (100$ for nine minutes worth of clips), heavily censored (They censored everything except the things that identify him as Jollz like his tattoos lol, they censor his dick JAV style, probably due to him being insecure about his size. I don't think you should size shame people, but Jollz is a bitch, so he has a small dick lol), and overall lower in quality. Jollz is probably responsible for the IRL videos being raised in price, because he can't man up and accept the fact that he's doing sex work with his sex worker pal.
- He's a performative male that acts feminine to get the attention of fat women, giving actual feminine men who're feminine for self-expression a bad rep.
There's basically two rrats here. The first one is Jollz is responsible for the worsening of her Fansly.
The second one, however, is just a theory, but...
Cotton could be developing some sort of an ego.
Think about it, this started around the time of Jollz moving in, and (as we stated from a previous section) that her self-esteem and ego seems to be tied with external factors like relationships/sex. Ever since then, she has released less, yet priced it for more. But why?
Because since she feels like she's with a "big" streamer, she feels like she can get away with doing less for more.
Of course, this is just a theory, and it's more likely that it's Jollz being shy and only allowing her to upload the IRL videos if they pay-wall it hard.
Though, considering the fact that all popular Vtubers eventually gain some sort of an ego, even if she hasn't gained one now, she'll gain one later.
And... that's it.
That is every single Cotton rrat, theory, or info that I got on me. Sorry I don't got any pictures or videos that you guys usually go with your posts.
Y'all can do whatever you want with this info. Call me retarded, call me a schizo, call me some other slur y'all are fond of.
Again, I would really appreciate it if someone took the time out of their day to dig through the web and find a full face picture, her name, or some other piece of info about her, because I find the pursuit of information interesting, and it would be REALLY funny.
Seriously though, thanks to anyone who actually read through this schizo vomit of a post. I really appreciate it :D
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Yeah this was before she moved to Twitch, she streamed on "younow" but I don't think any of those streams were archived?
It's a great write up. I never liked her personally, so reading that she is exactly the type of person I expect her to be.. doesn't shock me.
SHE HAD THE BEST RACK OF THE LEWDTUBERS
FUUUUCK
(Also, after looking at her reddit, I found out she lives in the Edmonton area in Canada, do with that as you will)
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Thanks for accepting me here with open arms lol
Due to SC thread complaints, I'm gonna move my rrats and theories here instead (Assuming Cottontail counts for this forum)
Anyway...
While I haven't found any full face pictures, until that one vod clip of her mask slipping is found (It's from the December 8th, 2024 vod, but it got nuked), the best look at her upper face would be this clip of her and Jollz attending some boxing event (Sorry for the low quality).
Cotton doesn't seem to be against a face reveal when she's drunk/off her meds, with a potential reveal being cut off by the dicklet that is Jollz, so the best chances would be her drunk streams (I.E tomorrow, 99% won't result in anything, but 1% FAITH!).
I'll probably do a massive rrat dump soon for her, but I've had a long day of doing nothing, and it would be a LOT of typing anyway.
I'm excited to be with you schizos (lovingly), and I'm anticipating for any Cotton face doxxing (Or other kinds, I won't stop you) or any of you guy's rrats and theories about our favorite mentally ill whore :)
This is suppose to be CottonTailVA. Also, if you look up sites relate to her fansly or OF or etc, you will most likely to find her true identity.
Another one to hint out