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PunishedLenny

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Not necessarily my own writing, but at least its smut. This is something my oneitis emailed me a long time ago, shortly after we graduated highschool, about losing her virginity to her boyfriend. Our relationship has always been complicated, I've pretty much been a simp without being a nice guy, openly horny for her, even though I knew she had a boyfriend (and they're gonna get married soon), but she still talks to me because I'm a weird sideshow I guess. She emailed me this, I guess to put some distance between us? Or to get my hopes down? I don't know why she's never just straight ignored/blocked me after all this time, we don't even see each other irl anymore, so it's not as if she has to put with me but she does anyways.

Anyways here is, from the email thread:


(did he cum inside)
1. He didn't ejaculate inside, that makes babies.
(did your hips move on their own)
2. A little actually, but the position I was in made it difficult. It's not so much the hips moving as the the lower back arching (lordosis), and the vaginal canal contracting.
(did you make any noises)
3. Mostly, actually. It was kinda the shock of the situation and also the unique feeling it gave that silenced me. It was initially painful, and I felt surprised that it's ever supposed to go in. It hurt more the further it went, but it didn't feel painful in the same way that a cut or a bruise does, at all. It hurt, then it hurt a lot, then it hurt more. Then I almost said, "Is it in?", but stopped myself because I knew what it would sound like. I knew it was in, but I was wondering if it was all the way in. From there, I started moving and it hurt just as much as it did, it was difficult, then he took the pace. It hurt more because I was trying to dip my toes in the water and he was gonna just jump in and went at a faster pace. I couldn't say anything, I couldn't really think about anything. There was only the feeling that was becoming less and less painful unto it became pleasurable. At the turning point was when he slowed down and asked, "...Does it hurt?", and I stopped making sounds just long enough to say no and shake my head. That's the extent of my thoughts. There was nothing else. Beforehand, I felt nervous and self-conscious (as most people do about their body), but there were no thoughts, just sensual feelings and emotions.
4. So in response to your other question on the other email, no, I didn't say any of those embarrassing things, I couldn't even if I wanted. All I said was "No" when he asked the question, and after he pulled out, he masturbated above me in order to finish, I looked at him and said, "Do it".
Very few words during the act. Before and after more. This is also my first time though, so it was difficult to really.
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No, no. Alright, it started cowgirl, then he just laid me down in a variation of missionary, somewhere between anvil and something else. I don't know exactly what it would be called. He pulled then stood on his knees and beat it until the ejaculate came out on my torso, up to the middle of my chest. What ensued afterwards was comedic, but that's another story. Also, I'm trying to describe it in the most neutral way possible, so I'm not surprised it sounds boring
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As per expected for an average Hispanic male, the girth was thicker than average, which is why I suspected my first time hurt so much. As for length, slightly larger than average, 6" I'd guess.

My question to you is why you'd be curious about that?
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No, he was holding my legs, I don't think we could have held hands effectively in that position. In the first one, I had my hands on his shoulders and we looked into my eyes or whatever. The second, he was holding my legs, then just maintaining balance and my arms were above me, I don't think we physically could have held hands. He leaned over/down and kissed me though a few times while we did it though.

why am i still here, just to suffer
 
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Its all just fiction and honestly write whatever you want whether its hentai doujins or professional fiction.
 
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